I had my first child when I was 19. I was determined to be the best mother to my sweet little Brenden. I then became Supermom. I would have put Pinterest to shame had it existed then. I was organized, I was creative, the house was always clean.  I had time for friends and family.  I worked 40 hours a week AND volunteered AND took Brenden to his two different sports he played. I was able to go to school and get my Masters degree when he was 9.  Life was perfect, life was glorious and I held it in the palm of my hands. 

Flash forward to today and you will see, Supermom is dead. I don’t know how it happened or when but she is truly dead and buried, there’s no getting her back. I am 33 years old and it’s all I can do to get through the workday and then come home to be a mom. I’m soooooo tired and I think to myself, “at least dinner is tasty.”  I despair that Jaxon will never see me at my best. I find it laughable that I scour pages of Pinterest because I know they will help me. Above all, I wonder what the heck changed?!!  Is it because I’m older?  Is it because I started over by having another child. WHAT IS IT?!!  Things to ponder because I have to go…..dinner is burning.